Today would've been 39.

31 times I opened my eyes to you.

6 times to many I still cried for you.

2,190 times I wished in death that I could replaced you.
Sad, but true.

I guess time didn't do what it was suppose to do,

cause I'm still not over you.

But through my niece's eyes I can pretend that I'm looking at you. She looks just like you.

April fools, how I wished this meaning was so true.

Especially on those nights when I'm truly needing you.

As I feel I always do.