My life is full of stress and ever since my grandfather's passing, all I can think about is death. And ever since my brother's passing, all I can think about is death. And ever since my father's passing, all I can think about is death. And if it wasn't for my mother being here. I'm guessing you know the rest. But I'm sure again Love, you still would've left. So last night when I fell asleep, I woke up and Love was staring directly at me. And Love says I deserve no sympathy And Love says it's all because of me, And Love says so don't even look at me. Cause Love says I had a chance and couldn't see. Because my own excuse told me what I couldn't and shouldn't be. So I cried. And Love mock and said poor baby, whoa is me. No one cares about what you do. And these pains you say you have, it's not because of me, it's all because you. So Love told me I'm just wasted space. And that my pathetic life should just be erased. So Love took me to this place, full of mirrors but I couldn't see my face. We walked up to a door and Love told me, she's the lock and Love said, I'm the key. And I tried to enter Love and she pushed me away and said, again in me, you'll never be - IN LOVE