My heart tells me that it's you, but my mind tells me that we're through. So why can't I leave. Sometimes he makes me feel so out of place. I can't stay focus, I want to be in control, but still him you chase and this is killing me.

I keep thinking that I'm strong, I keep forcing myself to believe together we're wrong. I feel so weak. Every time I look in the mirror I see you. What is this doing to me?
LOVE is sometimes like a double edge sword, both a gift and curse. You feel so amazing through all the good, but suffer so much through all the worst. I try to imagine Love without him, but I crave him everyday. I crave him everyday.
AND This is killing me.

What he does to me with his Love, I can't explain. And what he does to me with his pride drives me insane. I feel him in my head, I feel him in my veins, I feel him when I'm smiling, I feel him in my pain.
AND This is killing me.

I can't make him Love me. I can't force him to Love me. At least the way I feel I need to be Loved. Or is this way I need to be Loved? I just want him to feel what I feel, then maybe he'll understand. Maybe he'll give me the Love I deserve. Maybe be a man. But I know him and I know he won't understand.
AND This is killing me...