I heard a song that went," Why am I trying to live, If I'm just living to die",
I feel— what's the use of Loving someone if that someone you love, can disappear in just a blink of an eye?

See I've Loved, I've lost, I've lost whom I've Loved.
People just tell me to move on and don't live in the past.
But how do I move on from the past if my past affect my daily task.

So pray they say, but I pray everyday. Even prayed from my brother the same day he pasted away. I also prayed for my father and Grandfather too.
But what's the use of having prayer and having faith is that same faith doesn't help you?
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Anyways. These are just questions, Just questions I ask. Maybe I'll find the answer to these questions when one day my Life is considered "In the past."