Cj Mackey



Saudade





I've asked myself a dozen times, does this Love belong to me & is his love really mine. Has Fate created this Love for me, is Fate playing this game on me and when does our love forever bind.

Even if I’m surrounded with someone else, without him I feel all alone. Cause in his arms I feel I'm home. But In his arms, I still feel all alone. Contradiction, I hate this. He's not perfect, nor do I want him to be; nor do I expect him to be. Just perfect for me is all I want to know and it's all I care to see. Please listen to me!



Hi, this me, I do hear you. If not too late; one day I want to reintroduce myself to you. I'm not good at this moment, but I want to be perfect for me;. It's what I'm trying to do. I know you don't understand right now, but I also want to be better for you. I believe it’s because my heart truly wants you, truly needs you; Truly belongs to you. I dream of the day that it will be me & you. And just You & Me. Like I feel its suppose to be. Hold on boo. Don't take your heart to far away for me to reach. Unless you feel that's where your Love suppose to be...